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Stories of pregnancy and feelings of doubt?


I had a well-meaning friend this evening tell me about an infertile colleague who tried “this thing” and got pregnant right away.  “This” could be anything, we’ve all heard these success stories I’m sure.  I thought I was at the point where hearing these stories would no longer bother me, no longer cause a well of self-doubt and “maybe we should just try this one last thing” thinking. 

We are just entering our Waiting for a Match stage, and I want (and am!) to be excited about that.  So my inner response to this tonight has thrown me a bit.

Any words of wisdom?

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(and it’s not that I’m doubting my commitment to adoption even.  we’ve decided years ago to adopt regardless of pregnancy.  so I’m not sure what it’s about…)

thanks in advance…

Posted by mamina on Mar 14, 2012 at 12:47pm

i’m sure your friend was just trying to help make you feel better…...
they all did it to me, take it with a grain of salt, you’ll have your day !!!!!

Posted by Eberall on Mar 14, 2012 at 11:11pm

Adoption and infertility are 2 different things. I beleive what you are feeling is normal. We are finally at what we beleive is the end stages of our adoption journey and waiting for the call to go to our daughter but I can promise you, although I have accepted my infertility I know there will be days when I still long to feel what it is like to carry and give birth to a child. This does not mean I will love my daughter any less but probably MORE knowing that God brought her into our life.  You will get through this and although you will never “forget” your infertility, you will enjoy your family however it is built.

Posted by comotoi on Mar 15, 2012 at 12:59am

Even after adopting, I often joke that I spent so long doing infertility treatments that my brain forgot that we’re no longer on that path and thinks “what if” when I hear about this, that or the other thing.  I think it is totally normal to still wonder “what if” or be a little sad about that loss, and that in no way diminishes your commitment to adoption.  Those feelings can coexist.  Adoption is not the solution to infertility.  Adoption is a beautiful way to form a family though, and when we made the choice to adopt, it was because being a mommy was more important to me than pregnancy or giving birth (not that there is anything wrong with wanting that).  Adoption doesn’t erase the infertility feelings - although after you bring home your adopted child you may find you are so busy you don’t think about it so much.  Wishing you the best!

Posted by IVF Traveler on Mar 15, 2012 at 4:43am

I’ve struggled with the same feelings, and it is completely normal, both to have the feelings and for them to surprise you.  It never ceases to amaze me how many good meaning people just assume that trying “this” will work, or that giving you that hope is helpful and not potentially depressing/harmful.

I’m sure your friend meant only to help you, he/she knows that you want children and sees this as a potential route there.  The reading I’ve done about grieving infertility, especially in adoptive families, encourages families to find healthy outlets for their grief.  Talk about your feelings and share how you are sad/hurt/depressed about being infertile.  Getting out those feelings can help reinforce your reasons for wanting to adopt, and can help you put your grief in the proper perspective.

Posted by Kara E. on Mar 15, 2012 at 4:52am

Thank you all!  Your responses were SO helpful and good to read. 

I also have 2 infertile friends who I shared it with (incidentally, the one who made the initial comment is also “one of us”, who has now accepted her childlessness, so as I said I KNOW it was well-meaning, I didn’t have a problem with her saying it, I just was saddened by my own response to it).

Thank you so much for sharing that I’m not alone in feeling this way, I really appreciate your support.

Posted by mamina on Mar 15, 2012 at 9:45am

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