Photo Contests

Back-to-School and Fall Fun Photo Contest
Adoptive Families 2019 Back-to-School and Fall Fun Photo Contest
Share photos of your kids heading back to school and enjoying fall festivities!

Kids and Pets Photo Contest
2019 Kids and Pets Fun Photo Contest Winners
Meet the winner, Kathryn, and her dog, Buddy, and the finalists.

Family Hugs Photo Contest
2019 Family Hugs Fun Photo Contest Winners
Meet the winners, Steven and his mom, and the finalists.

Adoption Blog: Familia Means Family

Monster



About six months ago, I took my two children, adopted domestically, to McDonald's with a friend and her two little ones. It was a cloudy, mild day, so we sat outside and let the kids play in the outdoor playground. There were several other families with children, and soon the playground was swarming with toddlers and preschoolers. My friend and I caught up on news and chatted as we watched the games. At some point, the kids all began running away from the slide, screaming and laughing, calling out for the "monster."

"He's coming! Hurry, run!"

"Ahh…run! The monster's coming!"

I was half listening to my conversation and half processing this game when I realized that the "monster" they were all fleeing was my four-year-old son, Noah. It looked innocent enough, but I noticed that some were using his name:

"Run away, Noah is coming!"

As any concerned parent, I wanted to make sure that my son was a willing participant and that he was not being shunned by the other children. I caught Noah as he ran past me and asked: "Baby, do you like being the monster?" He nodded, smiled at me, and ran away, growling and making paws of his hands. OK, no harm done. He obviously did not think anything of being the monster they all avoided and was enjoying the role. I silently prayed, as I watched, that he would always have that innocent, open outlook.

When I reflected back on the events of the day, I realized that what happened was natural. Noah is usually the youngest, he enjoys chasing other children while growling, and he doesn't get his feelings hurt easily. What a better combination to be nominated monster of the game? But I am, by my own admission, hypersensitive to my children's future struggles because their situation is, in so many ways, unique. They were adopted into a multiracial, multicultural, multilingual family.

When I taught high school, I used to do an activity to raise awareness among my students about the ugliness of stereotypes. We would openly discuss the origin and validity of stereotypes they had heard, or even believed at one point, about people of other races. I loved how open and honest the kids were, and I always felt that, at the end of the hour, we all walked away better informed and more compassionate.

One of the questions I would ask is how many of them had ever been followed in a store by a security guard, had noticed people crossing the street if they saw them coming, or had, in any other way, been made aware that people feared them or didn't trust them. Invariably, it would be my males of color (black and Hispanic) who would raise their hand. Every now and then I would have females of color raise their hands, as well. I would then tell them that I was followed in a JCPenney when I was in high school. Many of the kids who would raise their hands were straight "A" students, good kids who did not get in trouble. Others were kids who looked rough but had hearts of gold. Usually, they expressed dismay and hurt at being distrusted.

I'm not going to get into the reasons behind this phenomenon. But, lately, the voices of my students have begun to hit very close to home. I started to think about how cute Noah is. He has always been. When he was a baby, people would stop on the street to fuss over him. He has a dimpled smile, big brown eyes, and a winning disposition. As he grows, however, he will turn from a cute little boy to an ugly-duckling elementary school child to an awkward, moody, teenager. And not just any teenager -- a black teenage-boy. I wonder if the same people who flirt with him in the grocery store now will clutch their purses a little tighter when they see him coming 10 years from now. My sweet, compassionate boy, a threat? It is a hard pill to swallow, and yet it may just be his reality in a few years. This is not a rant against society or an attempt at making any kind of social commentary. These are just the ponderings of a wistful mother.

The other week my six-year-old daughter, Isabel, came crying to me because one of her friends had told her they were no longer friends. My heart broke with hers, but I knew what to say and how to console her: Friends may be mean, they may have a bad day, they may be grumpy. She understood; she has been grumpy herself, she has been mean to others before. But, when teenage Noah comes to me, hurt because someone played "monster" with him and he was an unwilling participant, what can I say to mend his heart? How will I explain that one? 


Related Posts on AdoptiveFamiliesCircle

13 Comments

I am new to this group.  The experience I have is right now as my children become older 11 year old boy- people are definitely looking at him differently ;  he is good, kind and gentle, intelligent some AA. and in a negative way. I love him and encourage him all the time; I’m looking for a transracial group in NJ. which would be a support group for him. If any person can recommend a transracial adoption group in Northern NJ, Please let me know where it is located. Thank you

By Winnie on Tuesday, January 15, 2013 at 11:08 pm.

I almost think that we worry too much about what all “the other people think” and that is why I want to join a group of Transracial Adoption people.  I didn’t set out to be an agent of change at all; I set out to give a child love, a home and an education.

By Winnie on Tuesday, January 15, 2013 at 11:14 pm.
<< Older comments  

Post a Comment

{headline}

Commenting is available to registered members only. Please log in or create an account.

Meet the Author

Gaby

Gaby

South Carolina

I have recently adopted or am adopting from...
U.S. Newborn, U.S. Newborn

View Profile »


NATIONAL ADOPTION DIRECTORY


Find an Adoption Agency

Find an Adoption Attorney or Agency



Search the full directory ►




Recent Adoption Blog Comments